Dear B,

How are you? I know you are not ok there. I know that you are having tough times there. It’s so sad kasi we’re not how we used to be. Na everytime we have problems we can always call or see each other agad.. We can give each other Bear hugs not air hugs.. :( I really miss hugging you, our starbucks moments.. how I wish I have a time machine para pagnamimiss kita magtitime machine nalang ako.. you don’t know how lonely I am everytime na alam kong may problema ka tapos feel ko wala ako jan para icomfort ka.. If only I can give you all the things you want and need I will give it to you.. If only I can make a way para lang bumalik ka dito.. gagawin ko un.. kasi alam kong namimiss mo na sobra ang family mo at alam ko na super nalolonely ka na jan.. Bear I know marami akong pagkukulang as your bestfriend pero hindi mo lang din alam kung ganu ko ikaw hinahanap.. It’s been 2years or more since I last saw you.. haays.. How I wish I can take away all your insecurities and pain mo para mafeel mo na mahal ka namin kahit ano ka pa.. the only thing that I can do is pray for you.. I hope na maging strong ka pa.. Super Idol kita db? kasi napaglaban mo ang gusto mo at nalagpasan mo lahat ng pagsubok sayo and alam ko kahit anong pagsubok pa ang dadating sayo makakayanan mo yan.. super naiingit nga ako sa friends mo jan eh kasi kahit papano sila madali ka nila nakikita napupuntahan nacocomfort.. pero minsan feel ko iba padin tlga ako kasi kahit malayo na tayo sa isa’t isa.. wala padin magbabago.. You are still my Bear and I’m still your Bear.. :) echos! ang drama ko.. Pero dalawa lang ang gusto ko lagi mong tatandaan.. that no matter how far we are I will always be here for you no matter what.. I love you and that will never change! :)

Advance Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! <3

P.S.

I’m so sorry kung minsan nahihirapan ako icomfort ka sa email ah.. mahirap lang kasi tlga.. kung andito ka lang super alam ko na gagawin ko mapasaya ka lang.. kaya lang hnd eh.. tsk tsk tsk.. hays miss you teh. balik ka na dito please?